I Am Weak.

Days like this remind me of how extremely wicked, selfish, broken, and in need of God's grace I truly am. I am not even close to the man, the husband, or the father I want to be.

Thank you, Jesus, for loving me even though I am unloving and unlovable. I am humbled and broken.

I get angry, frustrated, and bitter towards the people I love all to quickly . . . and it makes me sick. I want to be, and hope to be, and cry out to be a better man. Not because I should be . . . but because it breaks my heart that I am not. Jesus has loved me so ridiculously and, yet, my love is weak and does not reflect the grace I have been shown.

Thank you, Jesus, for loving me even though I am unloving and unlovable. Please teach me and overwhelm me with your Grace.